Im starting over here. I seem to be starting over almost everywhere. Trying to leave certain things behind me with the hope that it'll help me move on. I'm not entirely sure if it is working because I think some days I illude myself into thinking that I am fine and things will be ok and then I catch myself replaying the incidents that lead up to this over in my head and then I feel this unspeakable depression. It's a physical condition, like grief or being kicked in the shin, after you've been hit by a train, that was lit on fire, by someone who had syphillis and spit in your mouth. Not that I'm bitter...or anything ;)
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